Light in the Wake of a Storm

LIGHT IN THE WAKE OF A STORM The rain fell so hard today that the earth felt like it might wash away in one long flood of tears but when the dark lifted and the thunder drum gave up it’s final roll the last word belonged to the light for in the wake of the…

Here With Us

How is it that the world keeps going when your heart stopped?  How does the sun rise and shed warmth  and the earth spin on and my chest rise and fall with breath,  when yours is gone?  How strange that as you left,  stepping out of the fabric of all we see and feel and…

Facade

Facade Grief hides in the corners of smiles and anguish in sighs unseen by the sigher I’m fine thanks. How are you? If only we all had permission  not to hide but to cry loud and wailing-long and let the ocean wash us through to relationship  and truth

A Poem For My Mother

Your’s the first heart beat I heard Your’s the voice in foetal ears Your’s the face that my eyes sought Your’s the eyes that calmed my fear. You held me close when I first breathed  My tiny body heaving air You woke to all my frantic cries  You sang your songs, You held my tears….

Oceans

If I could wrap up the oceans 

and enfold you in their tears

would their salty drops

encourage you to cry?

The Fall

The Fall She reached she couldn’t help it his words were so true so very obviously true  so lined with beckoning truth  aligned with all she wanted to be true compelling enough to wedge doubt into her heart  like a splintering and a breaking Her first love had lied surely he had lied surely this…

I Wish I Could Have Said Thank You in the Dark

I wish I could have said thank you in the dark

It would have been more heroic 

I wish I could have stood my ground in courage

and planted my feet, fearless in the fog

Instead, I fell long and deep and slow…

In the Stillness

In the stillness

the steam from my cup 

rises with a cymbal crash

In the stillness 

the clock ticks 

like a time bomb on the wall…

One Day

When I scattered the stars in space

I knew one day you would see them

That one day they would lead you to me

When I made the waves roll on the sand

 I knew one day you’d chase along them

That one-day they would lead you to me

I was thinking of you when I made the grassy hills

I knew one day you’d love to climb them

That one day they would lead you to me…

Where Am I From?

“Where are you from?” she asked me, well-meaning eyes expecting an answer that would fit neatly into this cup of tea after church world we’d stumbled into like refugees from another planet. 

I blinked. My voice stumbling lost in my dark throat…

The Border Line

The problem is with the seeing.

If you never see their pain

you’d never feel it

wrap around your heart

quickening it’s beat

squeezing you to act.

The problem is with the hearing…

A God Nearby

A GOD NEARBY

When battles fought and battles lost
roll as waves upon my shore
when I with tired and weary soul
wouldst sink and breath no more…

When the Dust Has Settled

When the dust has settled 

over the mound where we lay you 

will the cavern in our hearts 

likewise fill with earth?

Joy

I heard your spirit singing 

through the cage of your skin…

Dis-Location

This weeks poem… on my experience of moving countries.

A New Life

Something died

and fell long 

and slow and deep

into darkness…

A New Beginning… Again

Hello Friends,

As this new year begins afresh, so I am beginning afresh to write here on this, my personal writings site, ‘Seeing Breathing Living: Life As a Human Being’…

The Passing of You

A tear opened up in the fabric of our existence  and you walked through it into all eternity Leaving us behind staring at the empty air  that used to enfold  the existence of you So deep a space  that all our tears cannot fill it So loved a space that our hearts now ache in…

A Gift For You This Christmas…

I’ve been working on something fun for you for Christmas this year over at my story site  ‘The Long Walk’ and I didn’t want you to miss out… so here it is!

Dust and Breath

Breath, it can feel so light, so frail in these days that steal our breath away. We know it now too much. This fight to hold onto breath in a world that chokes it out of us…

Beginning…(Shrove Tuesday)

Because Easter. In the end. It’s always been a story. The truest of stories. The longest of stories. The one true story that began before we began, the living story that has yet to reach its full conclusion. This story about Jesus- not the religious one, but the real one; the one with Galilean dust in His sandals and the depth of a thousand galaxies in His eyes….

You Came: Emmanuel

You Came: Emmanuel   Into the darkness, into the dim into the coldness closing in into our stress and whirring fear into our lonely empty tears You came.   Into the hopeless stretching grey into the sickness scraping days into this world brinking despair into our greed that set it there You came.   Into…

On Losing You.

On losing you.  Strange how air can be so emptied out like a hole opening up where you once laughed like a gash and an ache in that space in me the space where you  had always been. And now are not.  It is not really a loss I tell myself. not a losing, not…

Drawing in the Dirt

We didn’t begin with a loud bang. We didn’t begin with a “Let there be- and it was so”. We didn’t begin with words at all.

We began with a silence that can be so loud. As loud as the sound of our own beating heart, reminding us that it is there….

Keep Moving (World Refugee Day)

It wasn’t your fault

that when you were three

bullets fell like rain 

and blood ran down the road

flooding streets with pain 

of a war nobody wanted

Keep moving 

The Border Line (World Refugee Day)

The Border Line (World Refugee Day) The problem is with the seeing. If you never see their pain You’d never feel it Wrap around your heart, Quickening it’s beat. Squeezing you to act. The problem is with the hearing. If you never hear the  sounds of deep despair  you’ll never know it, deep within your…

Refugee (World Refugee Day)

Do you really think

that when they leave 

their bullet riddled homes

they really believe in a world 

that cares

if they live 

or die

on the journey

Somewhere?

Questions, Answers and the Stories in Between

Questions, Answers and the Stories in Between “The King will reply, ‘Truly I tell you, whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers and sisters of mine, you did for me.’ Matthew 25:40 An exploration of ‘The Good Samaritan’ story from Luke 10:25-37. Questions, we have them; identity questions, morality questions, existential…